I MADE THIS>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Isn't that soo cool?? It's about the Vietnam War. It's even on YouTube! http://youtube.com/watch?v=LCS-0xuUgco
5/28/08
5/26/08
...I think... I have a stalker...
So. I just got the wierdest phone call of my life. Two dudes (I think) had been using helium, and blocked the call on my caller ID, so I couldn't figure out who it was. They told me that someone in my third period (Algebra) liked me, and that they were also in my third period. They said their name was Joey. I don't know any Joe-y's, besides my little brother. I know one Joe, though.
They said they got my # from a friend, but wouldn't tell me who. They also said they'd "see me later on tonight." Okay. That is totally creepy. I'm scared. Like, they could be watching my house right now. And Gage isn't answering either of his phones... :(( I'm scared....
NOTE (6/1): This creepy-ass person is named Sarah Smith. It's a chick. Somehow, she's gotten a hold of my email. *Twilight Zone Theme Song Plays* I don't even think I know a Sarah Smith! But, lo and behold, Rylea does. *sigh* yeah.
They said they got my # from a friend, but wouldn't tell me who. They also said they'd "see me later on tonight." Okay. That is totally creepy. I'm scared. Like, they could be watching my house right now. And Gage isn't answering either of his phones... :(( I'm scared....
NOTE (6/1): This creepy-ass person is named Sarah Smith. It's a chick. Somehow, she's gotten a hold of my email. *Twilight Zone Theme Song Plays* I don't even think I know a Sarah Smith! But, lo and behold, Rylea does. *sigh* yeah.
5/25/08
Sorry
I know, lately I haven't been putting up the Icons and stuff. But this will soon change. Like, right now.So, that level I was bitching about? I finally beat it. Now I'm on another level. Grr. Why can't I be like some insane video gamer that can beat any game in a matter of hours. Though if I beat it by the end of tomorrow, it'll only have taken me three days...
Woo random colors! So, I've been talking online a bit today, and I think I may be scarred for the rest of my life... Thank you, Lucas.
This post is just going to be randomness.
Like, I have a coupon here for a Free PINK undie at Victoria's Secret... cool. I wanna go, but I never go to Vickie's Secret.
What is Victoria's Secret?? She is really in actuality a he. Or at least that's what I've heard.
Okay. So I have a few Hollywood Secrets, as well. Like, everyone knows the Titanic theme song by Seline Dion? Well, the song they used in the movie was actually shot in the vehicle on the way to the studio. Yeah!! She was late getting to the studio, and they were recording it. Then they got to the studio, and recorded it again. Well, they liked the one from the ride over better, so that's the one in the movie! Crazy, right?
And then there's the horse from the Wizard of Oz. You know the one, no one can forget it. The one that changed colors? Well. It was originally meant to be blue, and instead of just dyeing the horse blue, they decided to use Jell-O. Well, the horse apparently really liked Jell-O, and kept licking it off. Eventually, they ran out of blue, and had to switch colors. Thus, the color-changing horse.
On Prom night, as I have told you, I fell asleep in my boyfriend's arms, and he was watching me sleep. We're talking about it, and he's describing what it was like. Here are some excerpts:
Makenna: what did I look like?
Gage: when a baby sleeps in its new home
Gage: you just can't take your eyes off of it
Gage: you looked like when you sit on top of a perfect hill and you watch as the sun rises over the horizon, lighting everything that is beautiful
Gage: you look like Oscar when he's sleep in his blanket on the couch
(note: Oscar is his baby miniature wiener-dog, who is absolutely adorable)
And he says he can't write! This is pure poetry! And it's soo romantic, too.
See why I REALLY like him?
5/24/08
The Day I Almost Died, and Another Level Obsession
I almost died this past Monday. Like, seriously. Dead. There was an ambulance and everything. No jokes. I promise.
I was an idiot. And I know it.
It's Monday waaaaay after school, and my friend and I are stranded at the school after a D&D game. My mom and friends with cars can't pick us up, my dad has only enough room for one in his car, and there is NO WAY I'm going to even consider letting my friend, who has saved my life many uncountable times in D&D, walk the (what I thought was about half a mile, but turned out to be more like three) desert alone. We live in VEGAS. We broke records on Monday. It was 109* IN THE SHADE. We both had water. We were together. We'd be fine.
Or so I thought.
I was wrong.
So we start walking, and because of the heat and everything, I figured we'd stop and take breaks. Once again, I was wrong. My friend kept pushing on. HE was in GREAT physical condition. I'm not. We hit ravines. Not like little hills, but RAVINES. CANYONS. Small canyons, but a couple went at least 15 feet deep.
We keep going. Pressing onward.
(May I make another "I'm an IDIOT" comment?)
So, about 250 yards away from civilization, I collapse. Faint. Black out. Lose consciousness. Take your pic. My friend (we'll call him B, because that's sooooo much shorter to write), starts freaking out, if I remember right. I wake, and dial 911 for him. I don't remember much afterwards...
Then, there was this reeeealy cute EMT. He had the emo hair, and a round-ish face. Really cute, black hair with an under-layer of blond, and blue eyes (I don't know why I can remember these things B had my phone, so I never got a pic...).
My parents show up, and take me and B home.
This is after they lay me down in ice packs and poured water over everything but my mouth, which I thought was the driest and hottest place on Earth. And possibly Mars. But they poured so much water on me, had I been wearing white, I would have won a wet T-shirt contest.
I got home, and for the rest of the next week, I've been having hot-and-cold flashes. I'll go from living in a freezer in the North Pole, to living in Saudi Arabia in a bakeshop.
Okay. Now to answer the annoying question in the back of your mind about the second half of my title. I am playing another game. And I'm pretty far, too. And, you guessed it. I can't beat this level I'm on. I have been playing this level ALL F&#*ING DAY. Okay, fine. Since about 2:30. I beat all the levels before it.
To answer the new annoying question. I'm playing Diner Dash. The full version. Because I own it. And if you have played it, then you know how the levels work. I'm on 3-4. And it's f&#* impossible, I tell you! IMPOSSIBLE!!
I would like to congratulate my lil sis, Rylea. She won the Wild Cat Award, THE most prestigious award handed out by her school. All of her teachers voted her "best student in the school." I'm not shocked. A 4.3 GPA, Vice Prez of the student body, and most popular, well, at least, known.
EVERYONE in that school knows her name! And? She has an all-access pass! She can get ONTO THE SCHOOL ROOF IF SHE WANTED. That's freaking crazy!! And even the Principal admits Rylea has just as much power as she does! My sister is almost as powerful as Hitler! Stalin! Cesar! (Actually, that last one fits the best. I'm scared that High School's going to kill her.)
Well, that's the end of this post. Hope for the comments!
I was an idiot. And I know it.
It's Monday waaaaay after school, and my friend and I are stranded at the school after a D&D game. My mom and friends with cars can't pick us up, my dad has only enough room for one in his car, and there is NO WAY I'm going to even consider letting my friend, who has saved my life many uncountable times in D&D, walk the (what I thought was about half a mile, but turned out to be more like three) desert alone. We live in VEGAS. We broke records on Monday. It was 109* IN THE SHADE. We both had water. We were together. We'd be fine.
Or so I thought.
I was wrong.
So we start walking, and because of the heat and everything, I figured we'd stop and take breaks. Once again, I was wrong. My friend kept pushing on. HE was in GREAT physical condition. I'm not. We hit ravines. Not like little hills, but RAVINES. CANYONS. Small canyons, but a couple went at least 15 feet deep.
We keep going. Pressing onward.
(May I make another "I'm an IDIOT" comment?)
So, about 250 yards away from civilization, I collapse. Faint. Black out. Lose consciousness. Take your pic. My friend (we'll call him B, because that's sooooo much shorter to write), starts freaking out, if I remember right. I wake, and dial 911 for him. I don't remember much afterwards...
Then, there was this reeeealy cute EMT. He had the emo hair, and a round-ish face. Really cute, black hair with an under-layer of blond, and blue eyes (I don't know why I can remember these things B had my phone, so I never got a pic...).
My parents show up, and take me and B home.
This is after they lay me down in ice packs and poured water over everything but my mouth, which I thought was the driest and hottest place on Earth. And possibly Mars. But they poured so much water on me, had I been wearing white, I would have won a wet T-shirt contest.
I got home, and for the rest of the next week, I've been having hot-and-cold flashes. I'll go from living in a freezer in the North Pole, to living in Saudi Arabia in a bakeshop.
Okay. Now to answer the annoying question in the back of your mind about the second half of my title. I am playing another game. And I'm pretty far, too. And, you guessed it. I can't beat this level I'm on. I have been playing this level ALL F&#*ING DAY. Okay, fine. Since about 2:30. I beat all the levels before it.
To answer the new annoying question. I'm playing Diner Dash. The full version. Because I own it. And if you have played it, then you know how the levels work. I'm on 3-4. And it's f&#* impossible, I tell you! IMPOSSIBLE!!
I would like to congratulate my lil sis, Rylea. She won the Wild Cat Award, THE most prestigious award handed out by her school. All of her teachers voted her "best student in the school." I'm not shocked. A 4.3 GPA, Vice Prez of the student body, and most popular, well, at least, known.
EVERYONE in that school knows her name! And? She has an all-access pass! She can get ONTO THE SCHOOL ROOF IF SHE WANTED. That's freaking crazy!! And even the Principal admits Rylea has just as much power as she does! My sister is almost as powerful as Hitler! Stalin! Cesar! (Actually, that last one fits the best. I'm scared that High School's going to kill her.)
Well, that's the end of this post. Hope for the comments!
5/21/08
Good times. Goooood times.
Once again, my comp crashed. So it took a slight vacation to my Uncle Kurt's house. There, it got an internal scrubbing. My uncle found a total of over 2000(!) viruses. In my computer. My baby was really sick. But she's better now.
Okay. So. LOTS have happened this past... however long ago it was that I wrote.
Let's start with Thursday, shall we?
So. On Thursday, Right after I wrote what happened, I tried on my prom dress just to make sure. Well, it's a good thing I did. I busted the zipper. So, Friday, mom and I took my dress in to the shop. They took out the zipper, and then took out a side. We went to Kmart after that, and my mom bought me a corset, so I wouldn't be able to expand once I got it on.
Saturday. Prom Night.
Wow. Lots happened. I woke up, and called Gage, making sure he was up and moving, like I do every weekend. He was, which I took to be a good sign.
We went to get my hair done at 11, at a wonderful shop at Ann and Simmonds. The lady that did my hair was a little Asian named Jade. She was really cool.
After we got my hair done, we went to pick up my dress. It was ready.
We got home at around 2. Gage wouldn't be there for another 2 hours. Which meant I had to clean. His mom is a neat freak...
So I cleaned the living room with my mom's help. Or vice versa...
Then I had to go play with my makeup, which, might I add, was amazing. Took me FOREVER, though.
Gage was at my door at 4:08 with our friend Mason after that. Mom called for me, and I walked out of her room. I felt like a princess. We took THOUSANDS of pictures. Or at least, it felt like it.
The corsage was perfect. Gage picked it all out himself. White orchids with silver ribbon and wire with white crystal stones. Like I said, perfect.
We got to Olive Garden and waited for the rest of our party. There were 11 others coming. I think we gave the waitresses hell, with all our separate checks.
We FINALLY got to the prom. We were some of the first there, and got our pictures done.
My friends and I were the first on the dance floor.
Gage danced with me. I felt soo special because Gage is self-conscience of himself, and doesn't like to dance in front of other people.
Right before we left, I almost fainted. My corset was cutting off the circulation to my brain, and I wasn't getting enough oxygen. My friend had to drag me to the bathroom and take it off. (thanks Dani!!)
We left at about 9:30 to go to another friend's house (thanks Chelsea!) and watch a movie (Sweeny Todd). I don't think anyone was really paying attention. Well, I don't know... I was either asleep in Gage's lap, or kissing Gage... ;)
We left at about 12:30 to go home. I fell asleep at about 1:00.
That's a lot, so I'll pause here. If you want to hear about Sunday and Monday, then I'll write later.
Okay. So. LOTS have happened this past... however long ago it was that I wrote.
Let's start with Thursday, shall we?
So. On Thursday, Right after I wrote what happened, I tried on my prom dress just to make sure. Well, it's a good thing I did. I busted the zipper. So, Friday, mom and I took my dress in to the shop. They took out the zipper, and then took out a side. We went to Kmart after that, and my mom bought me a corset, so I wouldn't be able to expand once I got it on.
Saturday. Prom Night.
Wow. Lots happened. I woke up, and called Gage, making sure he was up and moving, like I do every weekend. He was, which I took to be a good sign.
We went to get my hair done at 11, at a wonderful shop at Ann and Simmonds. The lady that did my hair was a little Asian named Jade. She was really cool.
After we got my hair done, we went to pick up my dress. It was ready.
We got home at around 2. Gage wouldn't be there for another 2 hours. Which meant I had to clean. His mom is a neat freak...
So I cleaned the living room with my mom's help. Or vice versa...
Then I had to go play with my makeup, which, might I add, was amazing. Took me FOREVER, though.
Gage was at my door at 4:08 with our friend Mason after that. Mom called for me, and I walked out of her room. I felt like a princess. We took THOUSANDS of pictures. Or at least, it felt like it.
The corsage was perfect. Gage picked it all out himself. White orchids with silver ribbon and wire with white crystal stones. Like I said, perfect.
We got to Olive Garden and waited for the rest of our party. There were 11 others coming. I think we gave the waitresses hell, with all our separate checks.
We FINALLY got to the prom. We were some of the first there, and got our pictures done.
My friends and I were the first on the dance floor.
Gage danced with me. I felt soo special because Gage is self-conscience of himself, and doesn't like to dance in front of other people.
Right before we left, I almost fainted. My corset was cutting off the circulation to my brain, and I wasn't getting enough oxygen. My friend had to drag me to the bathroom and take it off. (thanks Dani!!)
We left at about 9:30 to go to another friend's house (thanks Chelsea!) and watch a movie (Sweeny Todd). I don't think anyone was really paying attention. Well, I don't know... I was either asleep in Gage's lap, or kissing Gage... ;)
We left at about 12:30 to go home. I fell asleep at about 1:00.
That's a lot, so I'll pause here. If you want to hear about Sunday and Monday, then I'll write later.
5/15/08
Torn Dreams
Prom. Every girl's dream. The perfect night with an awesome (maybe even perfect) guy. An entire night to be a princess.
Too bad mine won't be that way.
Three things over the past day have happened.
1) My makeup appt. got canceled.
2) Our transportation canceled on us.
3) My prom dress' zipper ripped.
And, to top it all off, my toes won't stay on. (I have fake toenails on right now...)
But, honestly, that's not even the worst of it.
My friend, or, well, I don't know what I consider him, and I got into a HUGE arguement. I blew up on him. Mount Vesuvius would have been proud (that's the one from Popeii).
See, he's moving next weekend. To Oregon. I'm never going to see him again, possibly. And for a second, I thought I wasn't going to miss him. But who am I kidding? Of COURSE I'm going to miss him. But he doesn't care. Today he claimed he never loved me. But for months, every time we talked, we exchanged "I love you"'s.
But now, he'll probably never talk to me again. And I care.
Too bad mine won't be that way.
Three things over the past day have happened.
1) My makeup appt. got canceled.
2) Our transportation canceled on us.
3) My prom dress' zipper ripped.
And, to top it all off, my toes won't stay on. (I have fake toenails on right now...)
But, honestly, that's not even the worst of it.
My friend, or, well, I don't know what I consider him, and I got into a HUGE arguement. I blew up on him. Mount Vesuvius would have been proud (that's the one from Popeii).
See, he's moving next weekend. To Oregon. I'm never going to see him again, possibly. And for a second, I thought I wasn't going to miss him. But who am I kidding? Of COURSE I'm going to miss him. But he doesn't care. Today he claimed he never loved me. But for months, every time we talked, we exchanged "I love you"'s.
But now, he'll probably never talk to me again. And I care.
5/12/08
The Truth About Friends
Life is too short to live with regrets.
Love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason. 
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy.They just promised it would be worth it.
5/11/08
Total Awesomeness
Hi, my readers! (though you are few, hopefully we can change that!) Well, one of my totally awesome friends has made a toolbar for your browser! And it's totally awesome! Go to this link to check it out: http://www.laeinccreations.ourtoolbar.com
It has quick and easy access to TOTAL AND COMPLETE RANDOMNESS!!, as well as a pop-up blocker, local weather, an email notifier, a quick link to music, and a search that's effective. This is all spyware and adware free. (he's my friend, and I trust him, and if you trust me, you can trust him. He protects me from that stuff, in fact...)So Try It OUT!! and if you have ANY complaints, come to me! This is what it looks like (somewhat... Some is cut off):
Live Toolbar preview | Click to Download
If you like it, click directly on it. It will automatically download it.
It has quick and easy access to TOTAL AND COMPLETE RANDOMNESS!!, as well as a pop-up blocker, local weather, an email notifier, a quick link to music, and a search that's effective. This is all spyware and adware free. (he's my friend, and I trust him, and if you trust me, you can trust him. He protects me from that stuff, in fact...)So Try It OUT!! and if you have ANY complaints, come to me! This is what it looks like (somewhat... Some is cut off):
If you like it, click directly on it. It will automatically download it.
YAY!!! SMILEYS ARE BACK!!
So, I've got some really cool friends that know and love 
to work with Photoshop 
and Flash. So, The smileys will be back, AND(!!!) you won't be able to find these ANYWHERE else!! So keep reading to see them! And I'll still be putting up the icons. Don't worry.
to work with Photoshop 
and Flash. So, The smileys will be back, AND(!!!) you won't be able to find these ANYWHERE else!! So keep reading to see them! And I'll still be putting up the icons. Don't worry.
Happy Mother's Day!!
Here's to all the mothers out there. Though I think all my viewers are teenagers... I hope if you are a mother, that your Mother's Day is more wonderful than your last one. Or my mom's. We have no $$, so we can't treat her out very well. I feel bad. I love her, but I possess NO money. Well, I guess that helping her with food storage could be my gift... Well, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
5/10/08
Messing With Minds
Lucas:
Makenna: I love you
Makenna: Wait...
Makenna: Wrong persom
Lucas: wtf?
Makenna: person
Lucas: great. now im scared for life
Makenna: THAT WASN'T MEANT FOR YOU!!
Lucas: T_T
Makenna: Oh, whatever.
I like messing with people's minds... And don't act so shocked.
I just noticed something.... my "About Me" section rhymes... I didn't even do that on purpose! Lol!
Makenna: I love you
Makenna: Wait...
Makenna: Wrong persom
Lucas: wtf?
Makenna: person
Lucas: great. now im scared for life
Makenna: THAT WASN'T MEANT FOR YOU!!
Lucas: T_T
Makenna: Oh, whatever.
I like messing with people's minds... And don't act so shocked.
I just noticed something.... my "About Me" section rhymes... I didn't even do that on purpose! Lol!
Dreams
There are a lot of different types of dreams. Dreams of success, broken dreams, good dreams, phrophetic dreams, bad dreams, nightmares, and the list goes on. Even "wish" is synonymous with "dream." (A dream is a wish your heart makes).
I think in one dream, a recurring one, I've had all these types of dreams. And it's quite stupid. It's a mere fragment of a dream, really. I find my glasses.
No, I'm not kidding you. I'm quite serious. I keep having a dream where I find my glasses. Because I have lost my glasses (rest assured I am not mistaking my glasses with my proverbial "marbles") in real life. So now they are haunting me in my dreams. They are always on a white shelf. That's all I remember. A white shelf.
And yes, maybe I have lost my marbles. If I even had any. But that white shelf is driving me nuts, 'cause I don't have that many in my house, and the last day I remember having them, I was over at a friend's house. And last I remembered, he didn't have white shelves, either. So I'm totally lost.
And I've become soo obsessed with finding my glasses, I've told my therapist about the dream. He says that I'm not only looking for my glasses, which help me to see further, but I'm looking for the bigger picture, a new perspective, and something about seeing a way out of my immediate predicament.
Whatever it is, it's driving me insane. That, and my virus. YAY FOR TROJAN!!! NOT ONLY TO PROTECT AGAINST PREGNANCY AND STDS ANYMORE!! *sidenote* I wonder if it was Trojan Man who infected me in the first place...
5/8/08
Only A Little Obsessive
Have you ever played a video game that you just can't beat the level, 
so you get totally obsessive about beating it? It like becomes your personal mission to beat this game, like it personally did something to you.
Like, for instance, Peggle Deluxe 1.0. I'm doing a challenge, a 300,000 point challenge, and I CAN NOT beat it! (and watch me kick it's little animated ass when I'm done posting this!) That would be ironic. Lets see if it works, shall we?
And it did. I have beat all the 300K challenges! On to the next level!! The 350K!
Well, now that I beat that level, I'm going to become obsessive over the
next level I can't beat. Or maybe this keyboard. It's not picking up some of my keystrokes, and whole words are being skipped.
My whole computer is fucked up. I have a Trojan virus, and many of it's little components. AND I CAN'T GET RID OF IT!! My anti-virus can't do anything, because it can't access some of the files. And my uncle isn't here, who could fix it, and my friends who could walk me thru it are NEVER on.
So I'm stuck with pop-ups, and missed keys, and all sorts of fun stuff. Like, my computer randomly shutting down. WOO HOO.
so you get totally obsessive about beating it? It like becomes your personal mission to beat this game, like it personally did something to you.Like, for instance, Peggle Deluxe 1.0. I'm doing a challenge, a 300,000 point challenge, and I CAN NOT beat it! (and watch me kick it's little animated ass when I'm done posting this!) That would be ironic. Lets see if it works, shall we?
And it did. I have beat all the 300K challenges! On to the next level!! The 350K!
Well, now that I beat that level, I'm going to become obsessive over the
next level I can't beat. Or maybe this keyboard. It's not picking up some of my keystrokes, and whole words are being skipped.My whole computer is fucked up. I have a Trojan virus, and many of it's little components. AND I CAN'T GET RID OF IT!! My anti-virus can't do anything, because it can't access some of the files. And my uncle isn't here, who could fix it, and my friends who could walk me thru it are NEVER on.
So I'm stuck with pop-ups, and missed keys, and all sorts of fun stuff. Like, my computer randomly shutting down. WOO HOO.
5/7/08
Broken Lives.
I feel so guilty. I broke a man's heart today. I just couldn't be in a relationship with him anymore. I just got so tired of the disrespect. Our relationship was physical. That's all I really got from him: the occasional kiss, the hugs, and that's about it. I got SO tired of pulling both of our weights in the relationship.
Like, today, he yelled at me. It hurt so bad. But I can't, and won't, be in a relationship with someone whose anger isn't in check. I don't want that in my life in the future, and I don't want it in my future kids' lives.
I know he's hurt. But I wasn't going to just sit around. He once told me that if I was going to break up with him, to do it quick, and don't wait. I made a mistake and did. I've given him quite a few chances. I am a person who believes in second and third chances. I gave him quite a few.
ALL of this has happened in less than 2 days. Life is so fast. It's fast, and it can hurt when you crash. But, thankfully, I can take it one week, one day, one hour, one minute, one second, one breath at a time.
Like, today, he yelled at me. It hurt so bad. But I can't, and won't, be in a relationship with someone whose anger isn't in check. I don't want that in my life in the future, and I don't want it in my future kids' lives.
I know he's hurt. But I wasn't going to just sit around. He once told me that if I was going to break up with him, to do it quick, and don't wait. I made a mistake and did. I've given him quite a few chances. I am a person who believes in second and third chances. I gave him quite a few.
ALL of this has happened in less than 2 days. Life is so fast. It's fast, and it can hurt when you crash. But, thankfully, I can take it one week, one day, one hour, one minute, one second, one breath at a time.
5/4/08
Freaky Horoscopes.
I'm a Sag.. And I was reading my horoscope on Yahoo! and here's what it says:
Don't look now but your ruler Jupiter is about to start a retrograde cycle. This is not bad news, per se, but it does mark the start of a cycle when you might feel a little less inclined than usual to do your Sagittarian thing of going where Angels fear to tread, and so on. No matter. This is a good day to stop and reflect on what you actually want for yourself and your life, no in a Five Year Plan kind of way but in a Over The Next Coupla Weeks fashion. No detail is too minor to attend to.
Mine on Tarot.com:
A return to your regular routine is practical, yet you may not be willing to give up on your dream of going on a journey of some kind. Nevertheless, it seems as if you are running out of time and cannot get away with wasting your energy on non-productive activities. Luckily, even the most boring chore can suddenly transform into the very adventure you seek.
Horoscopes.com:
Don’t feel too bad if you decide you really need a bit of time- out today, because as with a couple of other signs this isn’t likely to be one of your more sparkling days, and similarly, spending a little quality time enjoying more gentle pursuits will provide the relaxing end to the weekend you crave!
You may not be feeling as energetic as usual, but family members or coworkers should keep you going throughout the day. Let someone else lead the way for the time being -- it should help you catch up!
http://www.latimes.com/features/horoscopes/
It's hard for you to live in the moment unless you have an idea of what's next. Knowing the overall plan about where you're headed helps you feel secure and relaxed enough to enjoy what's going on now
Don't look now but your ruler Jupiter is about to start a retrograde cycle. This is not bad news, per se, but it does mark the start of a cycle when you might feel a little less inclined than usual to do your Sagittarian thing of going where Angels fear to tread, and so on. No matter. This is a good day to stop and reflect on what you actually want for yourself and your life, no in a Five Year Plan kind of way but in a Over The Next Coupla Weeks fashion. No detail is too minor to attend to.
Mine on Tarot.com:
A return to your regular routine is practical, yet you may not be willing to give up on your dream of going on a journey of some kind. Nevertheless, it seems as if you are running out of time and cannot get away with wasting your energy on non-productive activities. Luckily, even the most boring chore can suddenly transform into the very adventure you seek.
Horoscopes.com:
Don’t feel too bad if you decide you really need a bit of time- out today, because as with a couple of other signs this isn’t likely to be one of your more sparkling days, and similarly, spending a little quality time enjoying more gentle pursuits will provide the relaxing end to the weekend you crave!
Astrology.com:
You may not be feeling as energetic as usual, but family members or coworkers should keep you going throughout the day. Let someone else lead the way for the time being -- it should help you catch up!
http://www.latimes.com/features/horoscopes/
It's hard for you to live in the moment unless you have an idea of what's next. Knowing the overall plan about where you're headed helps you feel secure and relaxed enough to enjoy what's going on now
I am soooo sorry!
Okay, so for all of you who were embarrassed for me last night, I apologize. When I haven't 
slept, I get loopy.
And for all of you who got worried for my sanity, thank you. I am perfectly fine now. Maybe.
I did eventually get to sleep last night. At like, 3:00-4:00 AM, but I slept.
I have a favor to ask of you, Readers. If you dream about finding a pair of green and black glasses, could you please tell me where you found them? And "on my face" doesn't count.
So, last night, I found out I have the Trojan viruses. A bunch of them. And my computer can't get rid of them.
So now I get random pop-ups, and a LOT of spam. Grr. And my Norton can't 
help. *cries*
So, to help with my problem, my awesome friend, Jack, helped me. But, in the process, he got rid of my Smiley Central. *sobs* So you're going to get just random icons from now on, unless you can tell me where I can get awesome smileys without adware and spyware...
There was something else I was going to tell you about... Damn. I forgot. I have Bush-itis... *devilish smile*
slept, I get loopy.And for all of you who got worried for my sanity, thank you. I am perfectly fine now. Maybe.
I did eventually get to sleep last night. At like, 3:00-4:00 AM, but I slept.
I have a favor to ask of you, Readers. If you dream about finding a pair of green and black glasses, could you please tell me where you found them? And "on my face" doesn't count.
So, last night, I found out I have the Trojan viruses. A bunch of them. And my computer can't get rid of them.
So now I get random pop-ups, and a LOT of spam. Grr. And my Norton can't 
help. *cries*So, to help with my problem, my awesome friend, Jack, helped me. But, in the process, he got rid of my Smiley Central. *sobs* So you're going to get just random icons from now on, unless you can tell me where I can get awesome smileys without adware and spyware...
There was something else I was going to tell you about... Damn. I forgot. I have Bush-itis... *devilish smile*
Oh. And Let me tell you, I am SO tired of drama!!! Haley, one of Tank's "friends" tried to break him and I up last night. I put the "" up because he doesn't consider him a friend, really. he doesn't wantme to have anything to do with her. And now, I don't really mind. So, FUCK OFF, HALEY.
*Yawns* GIMME THE FUCKING MEDICATION!!!
I have no sleeping pills. I have run out. I want to sleep. My insomnia is soo bad, I am dependenton medication to put me to sleep. Hooray for God's awesome sense of humor!!!
Well, since I am awake all night, I'm probably going to do something stupid. Just giving you a heads-up. And I take no responsibility for lost IQ points.
I have some really funny little Icons, as I told you. I will probably post them here. Tonight. All 700 of them. No, I'm kidding. I wouldn't put them all here. Not now. Just enough to make your heads spin.
You will also probably slap yourself in the head a couple of times after reading this. Because I am
such a doofus. And because I have some really silly and funny and... and... yeah. I will also probably go into baby-voice mode a few times, repeating the same
words a few times in a row. Yay!
Below is an actual account of a conversation I just had. Ignore the beginning, it won't make sense.
Well, since I am awake all night, I'm probably going to do something stupid. Just giving you a heads-up. And I take no responsibility for lost IQ points.
I have some really funny little Icons, as I told you. I will probably post them here. Tonight. All 700 of them. No, I'm kidding. I wouldn't put them all here. Not now. Just enough to make your heads spin.
You will also probably slap yourself in the head a couple of times after reading this. Because I am
such a doofus. And because I have some really silly and funny and... and... yeah. I will also probably go into baby-voice mode a few times, repeating the samewords a few times in a row. Yay!
Below is an actual account of a conversation I just had. Ignore the beginning, it won't make sense.
Lucas: its not Professional
Makenna: Whatever.
Makenna: But is it?
Makenna: oh.
Makenna: nm. 
Lucas: ? alright then
Makenna: yeah...
Makenna: *blushes and turns to inspect the pretty psychedelic flowers that has popped up behind me*
Lucas: wtf?
Lucas: you grow meth?
Makenna: no
Lucas: damn. i was going to tell you to hook me up
5/3/08
My friends!! *hugs them*
So I have some really close friends on blog spot. (okay, only two...), and if you want to read their blogs, here are the links:
And here's the icon for today>>>
>>>>
Gage is the one standing at the left in the bluish-gray
with the guitar. 
And here's the icon for today>>>
5/2/08
Boredom is Boring.
Happy Birthday, Rylea! Woohoo! The big 1-4!I got soo bored last night. I was just looking thru the Photobucket, and I found this >>. Listen to it. I want comments. 
I also want attention. I feel like my boyfriend is avoiding me, and isn't spending enough time with me. Like, he leaves me alone during lunch, and just... I feel so alone. And sometimes, I feel like fighting and getting into trouble is more important to him than me. Or doing things his way, like biting me wrong, bragging to everyone that he can turn me on by doing this, and then shows them. I feel like a trophy girlfriend, and that he's showing me off.
I try to talk to him about it. But he won't listen to me. I'm so not listened to. Dammit, I want someone to PAY ATTENTION TO ME. But I'm invisible, I guess. See the picture? >>
I'm sorry for the pityparty. I just... I need to get this out of me.
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