My Boyfriend...

So, my boyfriend, Cody, the one in the blue, has been writing in his blog about me. It's actually all about me. *creepy* No, Joe (the one in the Broncos [blegh]) is not in his lap. At least, I hope not... Want to find out his point of view of me? GOTO: http://www.codychael.blogspot.com/. Cody isn't gay, but sometimes Joe worries me... I mean, look at that grin!

Note (5/5/08):
After an afternoon of getting picked on by Joe, I have come to know that Joe is NOT gay (He explicitly to me about this, so I figured I should set things straight). Tank and Joe are practically brothers, NOT gay lovers (also mentioned in said talking to), and that the stupid smile on his face was him being a dork. Of which I have found he is very good at. Being a dork, I mean. Hugs!

D&D is not JUST for geeks, freaks, or nerds...

I'm soo weird. Every Monday and Tuesday, I go to Mr. Bayer's room and play. I play D&D. I
D&D. The only reason I come to school on Mondays is to go kick some evil thingies butt.
But Tuesdays.... Man. That's the best day. It's not nearly as crowded then. The only thing I don't like about Tues. is that I almost always get attacked by something with tentacles. And Gage has to go in and save me. Grr.
Gage is so valiant. He saves me almost every time, even though I have higher AC and HP. But still. He's a sweetie.
Speaking of Gage, David, Joel and I went over to his house and had a gaming party. We played video games. I surprised myself and everyone else when I actually did really well. I'm usually not that good at video games, but when we played Super Smash Bros. Brawl, I kicked ass, and actually killed people. WOooHOO!
We then played Mario Party. I also kicked some ass. I beat everyone by, like, 2 (or was it three?) stars. OOhhh, yeah.
THEN, we played Rock Band. I didn't do too good at that. We kept playing songs I didn't know, and I didn't know the lyrics (I was the vocalist), so I sucked. I kept looking at Gage and whispering "I'm butchering this! Why did we do this one? It's dying a slow and painful death!"
Everyone would then laugh. I didn't find it funny. I already know I suck at singing, (Okay, I don't, but I didn't know the songs) and the scores on the stats page didn't really help.
I'm sooooo bored right now. I'm going to embrace my inner weirdo, and go play neopets. Yay!

*yawn* *blink* *blink* *snore*

I am (once again) exhausted. It doesn't help that I didn't get the nap I wanted. I came home, and fell asleep, after doing some things. But after about 10 minutes, my cell rang. I got off, rolled over, and it rang again. This happened about ten BILLION times. I finally thought to turn it on to silent. I FINALLY got to sleep.


Then, after having some REALLY wierd-ass dreams, my mom came in and started screaming at me that I "didn't deserve" to take a nap, *yawn* and that I needed to go outside and do the pooper-scooping then do the litterbox. Yeah, that's a great thing to wake up to. *yawn*

So I'm going to do it. Tomorrow. I'm going to try and enter my group. Without running away screaming bloody murder (Actually, I wouldn't be the one screaming, 'cause I would be dead). *yawn*

I know I'm going to get dirty looks. I had heard that they wanted to kick my ass. Now they're mad that I thought that. DRAMA! It's a never-ending-freaking-circle. I hate it. *yawn*

Can you say... DRAMA?!

So with all the shit happening between me, Gage, Tank, and Dani, my group at school is now hell. No one believes me, no one believes Gage (whose story is the same as mine). They all believe Dani (Tank's ex), who says Tank broke up with her for me, and I broke up with Gage for him. IT'S NOT TRUE!!
And everyone thinks it's true because they've been seeing Tank and I together a lot. Well, it was a hard breakup for me. I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT GAGE. And I did. And that hurt me. Tank was there for me, when no one else was.
I am now in exile from the group I helped to start last year. Some members have the audacity to threaten me if I return.
I didn't want for this to happen, and I knew that if I had waited, it would have been even worse. It's hard to face a group of protective females and raging hormones.
I didn't want any of this to happen.
No that wasn't insanely certifiable would. I didn't want to hurt him. If I had stayed with him longer, I would have done more damage. I was protecting him. At least... I thought I was.

A Twist In My Life... And Yet I STILL Hate Pretzels...

So. It's been a while now since I wrote. My life has made a 180* twist-- something I never expected.

I broke up with Gage, my boyfriend. It's been hard on both of us. And I'm KINDA scared of the drama in my group. So I've been avoiding them...

Gage says he's okay, but my friend, Tank, and I are worried about him. He really liked me. I think he loves me. I felt trapped, and like I couldn't... I don't know. Like I was suffocated. I was getting restless and uncomfortable.

Gage, I'm sorry for what's going on. I'm going to avoid the group 'till everything is calmed down, K? Call me and IM me whenever. I'm still open to our talks, K?

Tank, thanks for being there for me thru this. You've really helped me.

Prom

So on Monday, my boyfriend, Gage, asked me to our Junior Prom. This was the day we found out when prom was. We've been looking for a dress since Wednesday, and we found one. I want to show mom and dad, but they won't take me to look at it, because it's $300, and we can't afford that. So I told him what my parents said.

I've known Gage for a couple of years now, and I've never known him to be so stubborn. He's insisting that he's going to help pay for the dress. I tried to talk him out of it, but like I said, he's being stubborn about it. I think that if I let him get away with it, he'd pay (BY HIMSELF) for it.

Hey, a girl's got her pride, right? Yeah, I know I'm not swimming in cash, and neither is he (I'm worse off then he is), but it's kind of sad when the rest of your friends start thinking about a pool for my dress...

Even the dress shop was offering me ways to pay for it. I feel soo embarrassed!

<--- This is the dress we picked out. You can get it in this color, Carribean Blue, and Lime. I want to see it in Lime.

My boyfriend fell in love with this one, and he was the one to pick it. I'd seen it before, but I didn't think he'd go gaga over it. He did.

Views of the U.S.

FLASH

*you hear someone singing the words "I've got friends in high places" to the tune of "I've got friends in low places" by Garth Brooks*

One of my friends gave me Flash recently, and I am having soo much fun! Like, I made a stick people movie. But it won't let me post it.

Conference Weekend is over! Woot Woot! This was the first General Conference I've ever watched. Wierd, huh? I've been LDS since I was 2, and I've never actually watched it... *Bad Mormon*

When I'm not filling my blog up with this junk, I'm on YouTube. Wanna see what I'm watching? Check me out at: http://www.youtube.com/user/froggkisses . It's really funny what I watch...

So last night, I was on the comp, and trying to do something with my legs ( adjusting them...) and I broke the computer desk. It's really bad particle board, but it's still weird how my keyboard is now... The slide-out-keyboard-holder-thingy broke free of the screws....

I thought it was hilarious. It was at like, 1:30 in the morning, and I hadn't gotten any sleep.... So it was funny. I was talking on the phone, talking to my friend. I was soo loopy (NOT HIGH OR WASTED, I'M AGAINST ALL DRUGS) I was talking in a Chicago accent... It was pathetic.

A fun day!

So my friend came over today, then we invited another friend over. Cassie and DeVaughn. We had soo much fun.
We went to Fresh N Easy, then came home. We played some card games, and then had a wet-towel-snapping war. Cassie and I ganged up on D, and needless to say, he won. I found I have bruises where he got me. Grr. When I told him, he laughed. Jerk.
Then we went outside and watched D. and my little brother and some of his friends wrestle on the trampoline.
Yep, today was a good day. It would have been cool if my boyfriend and our other friends could've hung out, but it was still really fun. And it was clean fun, something I'm not used to. But I think I like it!

*gulp* A warning to YouTube viewers...

I'm an idiot. I really am. If you have never had or seen someone give birth to a baby, DO NOT GO ON YOUTUBE AND LOOK IT UP.. I made this fatal mistake. Now, I'm SOOO glad that I will be giving birth to my children, and not watching it happen. *shudders* I picked the wrong birth to watch, lemme tell you. It was a fat wimpy lady giving birth to a HUGE baby. The worst part was the mother. She was huge, and it was gross... (No offense, if you ever read this...)