More Issues...

Yo. I'm feeling soo neglected. My b/f hasn't called me in nearly a week, and we barely talk. I know and understand he's working and he's busy, but we were talking earlier (IM), and I was trying to get him to call because I want to hear his voice, but he didn't want to call me, because it was raining, and if he called me , he couldn't listen to his music. It's like we've broken up. And we can't talk about it because I can never reach him. And when we do talk, I'm afraid to say something because I don't want him to get mad, and end the conversation.

Well, thanks for listening to my rantings. Hope I'm not boring you.

Later

So, Era and I worked it out, and we're talking again. I think we may just stay up all night again.. Depends on whether or not his dad's friend is messed up or not... But we're talking and teasing now. I feel good again.

So I got a new bed today, and my bro got my futon. I HATED that thing! The supporting bars were bent, and some had come off. I had to lie in the inverted apex to fall asleep, or get comfy. Now he has to! Wooo HOO! Not that I enjoy his pain, or anything, but apparently he likes the bed. Cool. But I haven't even laid down in it. I don't know what it's like. LOL!

So I've got a countdown going. There are 11 school days till SPRING BREAK!! Which makes it... fifteen regular days, I think... As of today, there are 16 days until SPRING BREAK!! PAAARTY!

Yo..

Hello, my loyal friends and readers! You have logged on again, to read my ramblings! Congratulations!

So I've been waking up lately feeling pretty crappy. So has everyone else in my family. I'm sick, tired, and I hurt. Headache, mood issues, muscle cramps, ect. And NO, for your info, I am NOT on my period, thank you. But I don't know what's wrong. My symptoms are different than that of the rest of my family's. Don't ask me why.

We're having issues with the money right now. And every time the $$ issue comes up, I feel all guilty, because I had to go to that academy. And it didn't really do much, besides scare the shit out of me. I have nightmares of that place. I don't think I'll ever be able to go to Zion without freaking out. It's not like they were hitting me or being physical, but it was emotionally scary.
I have nightmares of my counsilor, the Seminars, some of the girls. I'm terrified to go back. Garth (the counsilor) is soo condescending, and it felt like he LOATHED me. I try to email him, and he ignores me.

Right now, I'm just kind of in an apprehensive mood. Something's creeping me out. It may have been the intruder mom thought was outside last night. I'm just high-strung, I guess. I feel like a violin who's E-string is about to pop. I'm just really tense. I need a massage.

Bored.

Yo. I'm so bored. I've been doing the same thing for days. Coming home, getting on, and watching TV. I usually don't have homework, as I finish it in class.
I'm also hungry. I want some Ramen. I'm wierd. I eat beef ramen with milk or cream. With a glass of milk. Huh.
I hate Spongebob. I have no idea why it's even on. Grr.

...My issues

Yo.
Okay. So right now, I'm having an issue with this one guy at school. He keeps coming up to me, and touching me. I don't like him, I don't think any of the people in my group do, and yet, he's harassing nearly all the girls in my group. Honestly, I don't want to be near him, and I try to avoid him, but he's like a germ; he's EVERYWHERE!! And it's CREEPY!!! I've been talking around, and apparently I'm not the only one he's doing this to.
That just ticks me off.

Another issue: My little sister. She's driving me nuts!! She's so perfect outside-a the house. She has friends, straight A's, is popular, is the Vice of her school, has money from a steady stream of baby-sitting jobs, is in the People-to-People forum, is loved by everyone in the church, and all sorts of other stuff. She's perfect outside, but when she gets home, it's like a bomb goes off. We're constantly arguing, and it's so draining. *She's a victim to everything, and lives in a small bubble. She has no integrity and no accountability. I don't support her as the Beehives President, because she doesn't live the Young Women's values (Faith, Divine Nature, Individual Worth, Knowledge, Choice and Accountability, Good Works, Integrity) and i'm constantly on eggshells when she's home.*

Yet another: My age. I know I need to grow up slower, but I SOOOOOOO want to be 18. Most of the jobs I want I have to be at least 18. Grr. And I miss the cut-off date to vote by a month. ONE MONTH!!! You have no idea. And seeing how my birthday is in Dec... Well, let's just say I'm REALLY ticked off.

Yo.

*From the starting star to the ending one, I'm venting. Don't take what I say too literally... Or tell her I said that...*

Who I am

Yo.
My name's froggoddess, and I am just a girl, living with my parents, and falling in love with more than a thought. I live a a small part of a big city. My favorite animal is a frog, and I live for football. My favorite color is green, and almost everything I own is so.
My little bro, JD*, is a skater, and my little sister, Danae* is a middle school politician. My older siblings live halfway across the country, and we haven't heard from my older bro in a little over a year. But I love him, anyway. My other older bro is married, has a stepkid, and a little baby girl. My oldest sister has a hubbie and two daughters.
My mom is a teacher, my dad a copy machine repairman.

My family, some likes, and an introduction. Yo.

*Names have been changed for identity protection