I feel so guilty. I broke a man's heart today. I just couldn't be in a relationship with him anymore. I just got so tired of the disrespect. Our relationship was physical. That's all I really got from him: the occasional kiss, the hugs, and that's about it. I got SO tired of pulling both of our weights in the relationship.
Like, today, he yelled at me. It hurt so bad. But I can't, and won't, be in a relationship with someone whose anger isn't in check. I don't want that in my life in the future, and I don't want it in my future kids' lives.
I know he's hurt. But I wasn't going to just sit around. He once told me that if I was going to break up with him, to do it quick, and don't wait. I made a mistake and did. I've given him quite a few chances. I am a person who believes in second and third chances. I gave him quite a few.
ALL of this has happened in less than 2 days. Life is so fast. It's fast, and it can hurt when you crash. But, thankfully, I can take it one week, one day, one hour, one minute, one second, one breath at a time.
3 comments:
you dont see that i tryed the best i could and i did yell at you so stop saying that im hurt because it was so fucked up that stop and look at everything im trying to do for you and you never will you thing your going to hurt me with every lil thing you do but the only thing that hurt was what you did to me today. i hope you will see that but you wont and i know it if you want to be friends fine. then i still have you in my life.
he shouldn't just yell at you, and you're right to not want something like that in your life,and if you've given him chances, and he's skewed up all of them, do what you want.
i wish everyone would fucking stey out of it
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