3/13/08

Soo... you finish the sentence...

I don't know what it is, but I am physically and emotionally exhausted. I don't even want to move my fingers to type. It's like I'm depressed again, and Icould possibly be. I'm missing Era. I know we were never in an "official" relationship, but I want what we have. He's totally changed. Anybody got a time machine?!? He won't even tell me what's wrong. He didn't even type "I love you" when he said goodbye. It kind of hurt. But then, I've been hurting for a while now. Some things he says... It just hurts. I feel like I don't matter to him anymore. He says I love you, but it feels empty. It feels empty when I say it, too. I think... I don't know. I'm too tired to think.
Tired Sleeping Sleepy Falling Asleep . This is me, if there were four of me. Tho I think that if I looked in the mirror, I'd see me x4... I'm soo tired.

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